I think I finally know why I am reacting like this.. It all boils down to importance.. I dont feel that e thinks I am important enough to be there
Imagine Neng n Mich wedding n I don't bring him..
Don't think he cares anyway
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Here I am sitting at tcc alone while waiting for him to attend wei hong wedding at raffles place.
I just don't get it.. When I wanna go wedding show at raffles hotel, need pay he also ok.. Now got real wedding n he can't bring me..
Not as if it is a normal friend but someone he consider his brother.
After today's conversation.. Feeling that maybe he don't treat me n respect me the way he should, I really feel like giving up.
I am 28 already, I don't wish to waste more time n end up looking for new love when I
32.
I was saying why can't he stand up more for me. Instead of letting others know how sad n pathetic his life was. So what if I do so much for him now... To other n mind you I am referring to people who matters will still think I m the bad person.
I am making things easy for him by not making anyone think this whole thing happens is cause of him but yet he never do the same for me
Just like this wedding, in the past, my ex will love to bring me n show me off, I m nt sure for him. Secretly I am feeling very tired of all this n even consider looking around.
I think I m too small minded.. Think I m not ready to be in a relationship at all.
I just don't get it.. When I wanna go wedding show at raffles hotel, need pay he also ok.. Now got real wedding n he can't bring me..
Not as if it is a normal friend but someone he consider his brother.
After today's conversation.. Feeling that maybe he don't treat me n respect me the way he should, I really feel like giving up.
I am 28 already, I don't wish to waste more time n end up looking for new love when I
32.
I was saying why can't he stand up more for me. Instead of letting others know how sad n pathetic his life was. So what if I do so much for him now... To other n mind you I am referring to people who matters will still think I m the bad person.
I am making things easy for him by not making anyone think this whole thing happens is cause of him but yet he never do the same for me
Just like this wedding, in the past, my ex will love to bring me n show me off, I m nt sure for him. Secretly I am feeling very tired of all this n even consider looking around.
I think I m too small minded.. Think I m not ready to be in a relationship at all.
Saturday, June 18, 2011
fucking angry saturday!
I stayed over at his place last night... every single time have to sneak in, go toilet also scared will be discovered.. but what to do, just cause i want to be with him i have to face the fact that this will happen.
when we woke up, his mom and dad was not around but we manage to sneak out when his sis went to the toilet. then we had bf at market.. beehoon n lotong n the lotong sucks... had coffee n tea but auntie forget to charge us for it.
den after dressing up, he send me to work and i did complete a lot.
then she message him last night and say he din respect her and this n that.. and he have the audencity to change our profile pic. that knnbccb
i hate to be restricted! fuckign hell! PCB ccb! all the cb
bitch fugly
when we woke up, his mom and dad was not around but we manage to sneak out when his sis went to the toilet. then we had bf at market.. beehoon n lotong n the lotong sucks... had coffee n tea but auntie forget to charge us for it.
den after dressing up, he send me to work and i did complete a lot.
then she message him last night and say he din respect her and this n that.. and he have the audencity to change our profile pic. that knnbccb
i hate to be restricted! fuckign hell! PCB ccb! all the cb
bitch fugly
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