Here I am sitting at tcc alone while waiting for him to attend wei hong wedding at raffles place.

I just don't get it.. When I wanna go wedding show at raffles hotel, need pay he also ok.. Now got real wedding n he can't bring me..

Not as if it is a normal friend but someone he consider his brother.

After today's conversation.. Feeling that maybe he don't treat me n respect me the way he should, I really feel like giving up.

I am 28 already, I don't wish to waste more time n end up looking for new love when I
32.

I was saying why can't he stand up more for me. Instead of letting others know how sad n pathetic his life was. So what if I do so much for him now... To other n mind you I am referring to people who matters will still think I m the bad person.

I am making things easy for him by not making anyone think this whole thing happens is cause of him but yet he never do the same for me


Just like this wedding, in the past, my ex will love to bring me n show me off, I m nt sure for him. Secretly I am feeling very tired of all this n even consider looking around.

I think I m too small minded.. Think I m not ready to be in a relationship at all.